morning at 4pm
I'm only on so you will see me. There is no server I hang out in. No one I can DM.
Is Cat on? Logging in to work. Lunch break. Pickup. No, she is off today maybe.
Hearing about your day was always so comforting.
Watching a Monster Hunter playthrough. I start and stop so often. I don't have the energy to sustain anything. I try playing and everything annoys me. I'm angry at everything.
I forgot to tell you. You made my life better.
Now it's worse.
Holding on to little parts of you. Poppies in July.
Little poppies, little hell flames,
Do you do no harm?
You flicker. I cannot touch you.
And it exhausts me to watch you
Flickering like that.
If I could bleed, or sleep!
If my mouth could marry a hurt like that!
But colorless. Colorless.